wad do i reali want?

2day woke up...same, brush teeth...eat breakfast...
jz like b4, so dull.
but at least got some frens acc me 2day..
i felt warmed =3
at nite, i cooked a meal for us.
it jz make me feel... wad i done for d past for my ex

hahaa...is tis normal or am i weird?
coz i nvr cook so much dine b4 for anyone....
but den my fren msn'ed me n hv a chat..

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me : i jz felt wan to cry when u lean on my shoulder...
fren : y?
me : coz i tink of my past...
fren : lol~ i tot u can cope over tis kind of tinks 1~ (sumtink lidat lah)

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i duno, i reali duno.
coz i jz automatically will tink of tht...who noes?
after tht my fren told me itz normal at d start..
soon, will bcum less n lesser feelings for d past..
reali? i hope i can forget it too...
since i'm nth / nil for her too =(

hwee chien : go find a new gf laa~

me : no ppl wan me jek.

reali lar, a guy will like a gal by her appearance at 1st.

n so, gal will like a guy by his appearance too...eg. car, look, money...etc

but i noe, i noe still gt gals see feeling d...like u said~

but itz rare dy =X ( i noe u are ~)

tht's y i realize tht money~~ itz damn important.

u hv money, u will hv looks, n u will hv almost everytink. trust me

or mayb i jz look dwn at myself baa..hahaa